
it's so hard to believe that Rhema has been gone from our arms for 27 weeks...well, 26 1/2 actually. she would be turning 9 months old on Aug. 3...in just 3 days. my heart hurts at times more than usual just thinking about her, wishing she were here with us. wishing that we could have watched her get her first tooth, take her first step, start her first day of school. sometimes i miss her so much, i just want to go to sleep and dream about her- i know...a bit silly. even with all the excitement and anticipation there is with our newest little addition (who i wouldn't trade for anything either!), i will always know that one is missing from the table, from the family photos, and from the house.
but now we have this amazing little jem to add to our family...so hard to believe that only 12 short weeks she will be in our arms. i anticipate such a different experience delivering baby #2...cutting the cord, holding her as soon as she's cleaned off, and having her sleep in the room with me in the hospital. joel and i look forward to a totally different experience. we look the most forward to celebrating the new birth, and sharing with our friends and family just how wonderful our God really is!
i wonder what she will look like? maybe her big sister just a bit :-)
